\nsteps provided from this online seller has completely failed\u2013 sira, palpak,<\/em>
\nat bagsak.. everything has <\/em>resulted to an incomplete abortion. Now, I am messed up.”<\/em><\/p>\n
smilar story: <\/em>Cebu student gets fake meds from Facebook seller<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n This is patient “PRTCT486-092522PB” and this is a long story.<\/p>\n I really wanted to extend first my overflowing gratitude to this Sir John whom I believe that I became my instant professor he-he. He made Looking back, I didn’t listen to my body that time. Ang tagal ng araw na <\/p>\n I tried to be calm and went on reddit reads to see someone na pwede kong Mostly and fortunately, it is the foreign people and they live in these <\/p>\n I am aware of what to do next. But I knew a friend of mine na nag undergo September 22 when I took pt test noon and from that very same day, we’d On that day, we knew that the meds and the given procedures, methods, or I overdosed myself to vitamin C’s, caffeine and toxic bad habits (five days *My 1% of energy *<\/p>\n <\/p>\n And I went online, searching again. 486 website showed up and I clicked. Of Wala na ako sa maayos na utak para magdesisyon but 486 feels different. Napaka pambihira at unimaginable na pwede at posible pala akong makakuha At the end of the day, dumating sakin yung meds from that same day of our <\/p>\n Everything is secured at hindi natapos sa receiving of meds ang First two days of taking the meds was manageable kahit involved ang fasting I bled decently at this time hindi katulad nung nauna kong pinagbilhan mula <\/p>\n <\/p>\n I’m afraid because it’s so tiny yet Sir John declared that it’s 85% promising since I’m only I ask Sir John if I could sleep, hoping that it would help to ease my mind, <\/p>\n Ako, balisa pa rin. I see my mom chilling, having a good time with my *11AM*<\/p>\n I tried to get up, wash my face, checking on my pads and brushed my teeth. I immediately checked on it and there’s a different size of clot that is Same size ng new piso coin at kapag ini-spread, magiging kasing laki nya na It took me days to finally write for the website. Hindi pala talaga madali <\/p>\n And if ever that this is a sign for you to trust project 486, please, reach <\/p>\n I’ll write again for my upcoming results. Again please, hang in there.”<\/p>\n *\u2013 “Shi”,* <\/p>\n *****<\/p>\n 5 months later, Shi updates Project 486 about her mental health and her successful use of\u00a0 contraceptive injection<\/a><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Here are other stories from Metro Manila:<\/p>\n Fresh grad from Manila surprised that her medical abortion procedure was completed with just Mifepristone<\/a><\/p>\n Abortion in Muntinlupa Metro Manila: Home remedy abortion herbs and vitamin C overdose failed, single mom resorts to the combination drugs Mifepristone and Misoprostol (Cytotec)\u00a0 <\/a><\/p>\n Abortion in Paranaque, Metro Manila: Young couple fears being scammed by online abortion pill sellers\u00a0<\/a><\/p>\n Rape\/incest victim from Metro Manila\u00a0 badly needed abortion\u00a0\u00a0<\/a><\/p>\n Abortion in Pasig City: Newly hired fresh grad impregnated\u00a0 by her boss<\/a><\/p>\n Abortion in Pasay City, Metro Manila:\u00a0 Patient gets negative PT two weeks after her Medical Abortion<\/a><\/p>\n Abortion in Las Pinas:\u00a0 She relied too much on the calendar method\u00a0<\/a><\/p>\n
\norganization, project 486.<\/a><\/p>\n
\nit simple and precise to elaborate a certain thing or explanation\u2013 a bite
\nsize infos about these meds and how they plainly but essentially work.
\nNakalimutan kong mabalisa noon dahil sa mga provided infos na naibibigay
\nnya. You would certainly think that he’s more than a consultant. Simply,
\nthis is more than an organization. They extend and will reach out their
\nhelping hands to you. Thank you for giving me a second chance to live
\nagain. Hindi ko alam kung nasaan na ako ngayon kung hindi ko kayo siguro
\nnahanap. I owe you a lot.
\nSorry po talaga kung hindi ako nakapagsulat agad. Up until this day, I am
\nstill re-gaining my strength.<\/p>\n<\/h2>\n
Determined to end it early on<\/h2>\n
\nnagka breast tenderness ako. That’s unusual at nakuntento nalang sa
\nthoughts na malapit na akong magka period. Kasi tama naman diba? One of the
\nstrong sign sa ating mga babae na kapag masakit yung dibdib ay ibig sabihin
\nlang din non ay malapit na tayong magkaroon. But every cycle is different.
\nMoreover, I tend to track everything; my vaginal discharge, period cycle,
\nmy pms symptoms and not until nagising ako ng isang umaga, still certain na
\nhindi ako buntis. Pero wala pang four minutes, the faint line appeared on
\nthe test line\u2013 gumuho na lahat nang dapat gumuho.<\/p>\n![\"\"](\"https:\/\/project486.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/000-PT-300x249.jpg\")
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\nmakausap with the same situation I have. May mga katulad din ako na
\nnaghahanap ng ways at meds na nauna nang makabili ng meds discreetly mula
\nsa mga online sellers sa bansang ito. I talked to them and dealing with the
\nsame dilemma I had. Most of them are re-taking the high dosages of meds,
\ntoo. Because they believed that the first take was a complete failure. Our
\nmoney was right then and there.<\/p>\n
\ncountry kung saan may safe at legal abortion. They’d emotionally supporting
\neach other. They are open and emotionally supported me. Reminded me about
\nthe fake meds, practices and the reliable organizations. But I had no time
\nto rely on them because it’s outside of the country and the custom
\nsettings. Nakakadurog sa pakiramdam na wala ata akong magagawa kung hindi
\nmag-resort sa mga online sellers. I am 3-4 weeks pregnant and had to do
\nsomething. I am just an incoming 4th yr college, bread winner at kaka
\nresigned lang sa isang trabaho. How in tf could I have my own money to pay
\nfor the meds that I’ll need? At the end of the day, we manage to find some
\nways to have our money.<\/p>\n
\nsa two months nyang abortion noon. Nakuha nya yung treatment, meds and
\nraspa sa kakilala nya sa Quiapo and there’s no way na matutulungan nya ako
\nsince 24\/7 siya halos sa pagtatrabaho. But she’s the only friend that could
\nhelp me. Sure, sinagot nya ko sa mga tanong ko pero hindi ko maimagine na
\npaaabutin pa niya ako ng ilang weeks para ma-confirm nga na buntis ako
\nbecause she recommended that I should wait for the next days, weeks or
\nmonths for me to confirm. I just don’t understand. Desperado na ako noon at
\nalam kong hindi nya na ako matutulungan.<\/p>\n<\/h2>\n
Social Media’s unreliable meds and info<\/h2>\n
\nimpulsively made our decisions to buy from this online seller sa isang
\nsocial media platform. We might know the consequences of dealing with these
\nonline sellers but still we proceeded. Ang alam ko lang, mas magandang may
\nmasimulan na ako dahil sa dami pa nang gagawin ko sa mga susunod na araw.
\nMas okay kung mapaaga. We needed to face these consequences. There’s a part
\nof me that can’t wait to nourished a child with a lots of love and care.
\nHowever, this thing don’t deserve to see the real world for now. Not now
\nespecially it is not planned. Lalo at hindi sa ganitong panahon at bansa.
\nMy family will feel disgusted at wala naman silang pakealam sakin. I cannot
\nsimply fail them.<\/p>\n
\nsteps provided from this online seller has completely failed\u2013 sira, palpak,
\nat bagsak. Hindi ako masyadong dinugo as expected and everything has
\nresulted to an incomplete abortion. Now, I am messed up.
\nImagine all the cover ups that I’m doing inside our house para hindi nila
\nmaisip na may nangyayaring kakaiba sa akin. Iyon ang pinakamasakit. Every
\nday, it feels like I am dying with this pregnancy hormones.<\/p>\n
\nstraight na halos walang tulog, walang maayos na kain at tubig). Wala na
\nata ako sa maayos na kondisyon noon. Feeling ko ang layo layo ko na. I feel
\nhelpless, given the fact that we live here in the Philippines and
\ntechnically, we are not even allowed to choose our own body, there’s no
\nhealthcare and corruption is purely invasive. Suicidal thoughts came in.<\/p>\nProject 486 to the rescue<\/h2>\n
\ncourse, I can’t imagine these people telling the truth while reading their
\nstories sa website. Kahit naman sino diba? Pwede mo talagang maisip na scam
\nlahat online eh. Lalo siguro sa part ko na I believe eh na-scam ako sa
\nunang meds na binilhan ko plus yung methods na sinunod ko pa sa seller na
\nyun.<\/p>\n
\nI emailed 486 on their provided email address posted on their website and
\nreceived their reply. Desperado na ako sa re-take ng meds habang maaga pa,
\nbasta bahala na. They’d redirect me to Sir John whom I believe that is more
\nthan to our typical consultant. He educated me about the Mifepristone and
\nhow’s the rest of the meds essentially works. Why it has to be stored in a
\nproper, sealed and safe storages. The professionalism, the perspectives,
\nand the knowledge has clearly provided to our very day one and almost five
\nungodly hours of phone call.<\/p>\n
\nnang maayos na medical consultation sa napaka imposibleng bansa.
\nBut yeah, hindi pa ako 100% convinced nun lalo pagdating sa payments, you
\ncan’t blame me. I felt like a victim dahil sa unang meds at treatment na
\nnatanggap ko noon sa pinagkatiwalaan kong online seller. She’s cold and
\nunresponsive. Lagi niyang sinasabi na napaka simple lang ng procedure at
\nnakukulitan pa sa mga tanong ko. Mali talagang pinagkatiwalaan ko siya agad
\npero dahil wala na ata ako sa tamang isip noon, I proceeded. Thinking that
\nmas magandang may masimulan na ako.<\/p>\n
\npayment.<\/p>\n![\"abortion](\"https:\/\/project486.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/00-meds-254x300.jpg\")
\nnatanggap ko, kundi yung overall monitoring at guidance ni Sir John at ng
\n486. Unimaginable but it is happening to me.<\/p>\n
\nat light diets. Yung day three which is Misoprostol was declared as our
\ncrucial day. Maraming movements na hindi dapat gawin, maraming dapat sundan
\nbecause there’s a pieces of misoprostol for me that needed to be taken
\n(vaginally and buccally). Again, everything was somewhat manageable. Sa
\npillow maneuver lang ako medyo nag struggle kase sobrang nakakangalay kaya
\nI’m stretching my legs once in a while.<\/p>\n
\nsa online seller. Overall, my cramps were manageable at hindi naging
\ndeadly yung pain unlike sa iba na halos triple ata ang sakit. Mine was just
\nfeels like my day one of having period.
\nThree hours after the procedure, there’s some droplets of my blood at mga
\nilang oras lang din, may maliit na clot lang na lumabas.<\/p>\n![\"abortion](\"https:\/\/project486.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/oct-1-poc-after-mife-1-300x283.jpg\")
<\/p>\n
\non my 3-4 week of pregnancy. It’ll always vary on the size and scooping
\nwithin the spectrum. Still, you can imagine my fears and cold sweats that
\nmorning habang pagod yung partner ko buong madaling araw. Natatakot ako
\nkasi baka wala na akong mailabas. But Sir John reminded me that it’ll take
\na maximum of a hundred and twenty five hours for me to release something
\nand I should gain my strength. All the reassurance was present, naka
\nmonitor pa rin at hindi sila mawawala.<\/p>\n
\nas well as my body and he suggested me to do so.
\nWhen I wake up, I went home at eight AM in the morning and there’s another
\nor second blood clot that only has the size half of my fingernail. I
\nimmediately send it for documentation and I understand that the team is
\nbusy on monitoring another patients.<\/p>\n![\"cytotec](\"https:\/\/project486.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/oct-2-1-51am-225x300.jpg\")
![\"abortion](\"https:\/\/project486.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/oct-2-8-41am-dd-300x225.jpg\")
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\nyounger sister. I can’t imagine telling her that I’m in this situation.<\/p>\n
\nThere’s a cramps and that feeling of dysmenorrhea na sobrang sakit na ata
\nkasi may feeling na hindi ko mailabas, but it’s tolerable. Now, when I did
\nbrushed my tongue that morning at na-trigger yung pagsusuka ko, that has
\ncaused me to release something out of my V. That’s funny and crazy to
\nremember again. Hindi kasi ako katulad nung iba na nag gushed out nalang
\nbigla ng dugo at clots the moment na tumayo sila.<\/p>\n
\nsitting on my pad.<\/p>\n![\"where](\"https:\/\/project486.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/Oct-2-3-53pm-152x300.jpg\")
![\"how](\"https:\/\/project486.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/Oct-2-3-53pm-washed-236x300.jpg\")
<\/p>\n
\nyung limang piso.
\nI washed it, taken pictures of it and send it immediately for
\ndocumentation. Sir John responded that it has now raised to 99% level of
\nconfidence. It is consistent to 3.5-4.5 weeks of pregnancy and has declared
\nthat I’m no longer pregnant. I asked for enlightenment and I received it.
\nAll of the sudden, there was a kind of gentle sigh of relief.<\/p>\n![\"4-5](\"https:\/\/project486.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/10\/Oct-4-minor-poc-153x300.jpg\")
<\/p>\nRoller coaster of emotions<\/h2>\n
\nyung aftermath ng ganitong sitwasyon. I got an empty mind. But I’m still
\nhaving a lot of guilt, disgust, hiya, lungkot at kung anu ano pang
\nfeelings. I had a baby at habang buhay ko siyang aalahanin.
\nOverall, it made me realize that our country and its women are the most
\nunfortunate. It seems like we’re not even allowed to choose our own body.
\nNapakalayo pa natin sa katotohanan at kailanman, hindi pa pipiliin ng mga
\nnamumuno sa bansang ito na mabigyan tayo nang maayos na healthcare system.
\nThey will never choose it with their overflowing corruption. This is
\ndisgusting and painful.<\/p>\nBack on track<\/h2>\n
\nout to them first and talk with the consultant. I leave the judgement to
\nyou and maybe it’ll be such a great help for you to talk with someone who
\ncan listen to your mind with no judgements.
\nI am writing also to encourage you to hang in there. I feel you and I
\nreally do.
\nKnow that this organization exist and we’ll get back to our track again.
\nMedical abortion, surgical abortion or name any procedural abortion is a
\nhealthcare. Our people is just doomed to believe that isn’t at napakalayo
\npa natin sa reyalidad na makakuha ng kalinga katulad sa ibang bansa. Hindi
\nkailangan mamatay ng mga babae sa bansang ‘to para makakuha ng maayos na
\nhealth care system patungkol lalo sa safe abortion. Unfortunately, it will
\nand still happening.<\/p>\n
\nManila, NCR<\/p>\n
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