Hello im Alliyah, 26yrs old from Cebu, so here’s my refelction about my experience of abortion.
I was 8weeks and 2 days pregnant when i found out about it, grabe wala ko katuo pagkita nako sa 2 ka PT nga positive, I’m not ready emotionally and financially though naa koy trabaho ug akong partner but it is very complicated pa and i still have big dreams for my future. I didnt expect na mabuntis ko cause i thought naay problem sa akong matres kay dugay nami sig pasulod sa akong partner pero wala rman sd, even before sa akong ex, mag inom kog myra ato na time wala ko nabuntis kay ana sila maka fertile then mabuntis ka, then wala man nakampante rapud ko. So going back wala ra sd koy na feel nga mga signs sa buntis and even delayed of menstruation is normal for me since irregular jud ko dugay na maabot ug 4 months ko dli dug’on, this time murag naay nag push sa akoa na mag try ug PT then boom it came out positive, nangulba ko ug wako kasabot but i stayed calm then nagsabot mis akong partner na ipa abort though he’s just waiting for my decision kay kung para niya kaya rami niya buhion but para nko djud ko ready. Period.

The next day I told 2 of my trusted friends about it then they asked me what will I going to do? I said i want it aborted, they did not ask many questions giving my complicated situation pud, this 1 friend has a friend pud na nagpa abort sa manghilutay, so I told her na pangutana asa sha nagpa abort then after that nangadto mi sa manghilutay, akong gipangutana ang friend sa akong friend na legit ba jud ang hilot then ana sha yes kay adto ra pd sha nagpa abort, so nagsugod nami nagdown nkog kwarta sa manghilotay then naa pud tambal sha paliton which is cytotec mao iya ipaslak sa V after sha mag hilot, then weeks had passed wala man gihapon mao rato gidugo ko pag first hilot paghuman wala na, everyday ko mag balik² ug pahilot then muingon sha na kapit kaayo imong bata then i feel like she was just after for the money as in dako njud akong nagasto sa manghilotay nga useless ra sakit pjud bruise after bruises sa akong lower abdomen, so 1 month had passed wala gihapon she told me na mag buy nsad mig cytotec 4 kbuok he asked me for 3k then another 3k para niya like really? Naka ana ko mangita kog lain kay murag wala jud ni klaro, so i searched in google for surgical abortions here in Cebu until nakita nako ang site sa project486, wala pa nko tagda pag una then when i was scrolling in fb i saw someone nga nag comment about project486 so i went back looking for its site, then i messaged sir Alex right away i and he emailed me, i was hesitant at first cause i know daghan jud scammer but when he assigned me to Dr.John adto ko na kampante, he educated me about abortion and I learned a lot jud. He consulted me and i ordered the meds asap.

Day 1&2 was just smooth, the meds just made me drowsy lng jud and murag magka fever ko sa day 2 paghuman nko take sa meds, then day 3 came namalit mi sa akong partner ug mga gamitonon then we checked in sa pension house, 4pm we did the vaginal intake, hours had passed i was waiting for the intense pain to come but wala pa it was just bearable i was anxious na basin dli effective sa akoa basin mag fail, then Dr J told me na relax lng kay lahi² jud ang effect sa patient, 10pm na nag intensify ang pain but mawala ra sha but theres something came out in my V i thought it was all blood down there but puro ra diay ihi i think that was my panubigan with a little blood lng, 12mn na and i went to cr to check my diaper and still gamay ra kaayog blood nangulba nko basin dli jud effective sa akoa but i stayed calm gihapon kay sakit gihapon kaayo akong pus’on, nag change lng kog new diaper then pag sit rkog frog style mga pila lng ka minutes there’s something came out in my V nga gahi bali 3x ko naka feel naay nigawas na gahi, 30minutes ko nag maintain ug frog position until nawala ang sakit sa akong pus’on, so ichecked it sa cr and there i saw the fetus💔😭 pain and guilt consumed me for being so reckless gikamahay nko akong ka pabaya and naa pakoy nadamay na innocente and i know i will carry this for the rest of my life, may God forgive me..
And to my Angel baby i hope you can forgive me💔
I gave her/him a name baby Inaya which symbolizes for forgiveness and gave a proper burial.
To project486 who gave me hope thankyou so much, to Doc John who is very accomodating thanks a lot. I hope your team will help girls like me.