27 yrs old, working in a cruise ship and i found out i was pregnant not half way through of my contract. December 2025 when me and my partner found out that i am pregnant. We were having endless discussions on whether to keep or to abort the baby. January 2026 when we decided to abort it. I was already looking for this site again and unfortunately i didn’t find it. I knew this site long time ago since i was a previous client whom they helped in having a successful procedure. But i was unlucky because I wasn’t able to find them again. And i pursued other people in acquiring the pills i needed. I did the procedure from other people but then again I was unlucky because it was unsuccessful.

Fast forward to May 2026, i was already roughly 6 months pregnant, faith has brought me back to Project 486 and discovered again their website. Immediately i contacted Sir John and Sir Alex. They were a bit hesitant to help me since i was already a bit too late to consider aborting the baby. But i told them what exactly happened, that i did already the procedure and it was unsuccessful. Then they understood that i really needed the help in aborting it since i took already the pills and for sure it would have gotten some side effects for the baby. They discussed everything to me, why the procedure last time was unsuccessful and what went wrong. The reason is that the pills that i acquired is fake. And i was really disappointed that time with the supplier who sold me it. He just made my life more complicated with what he’s doing. Anyway, June 2026 i was already coming home I still finished my contract which is 8 months and my baby that time is already 7 months. Before they sell me the pills, they thoroughly discussed me everything. With all the possibilities that may happen, all the worst case scenarios and how to handle it. To be honest, when i was reading all their messages I was having doubts in whether keeping it or aborting it. But since i did the procedure before i really needed to end it. Because who would want a mother for her child to be in a worst position that caused by herself? No one right. We dont want anyone to be brought up and have difficulties in his life. But i still continued with the process, I arrived in Manila and the day i came i started to take the pills. Not all in once since it needed to take time since i am not a few weeks old pregnant anymore. My procedure lasted for 5 days. I wouldn’t go into details anymore about what happened, but Sir John was there for me throughout the process. And i thanked him for being up with me the whole time especially on the night I let it out in me. It was fucking hard. It wasn’t easy unlike before what happened to me. This time, i was really giving birth but with a dead baby already. It was very very hard. But after I finished the procedure, the next day of it I went to the cemetery to bury my baby. I wanted to give him a burial he deserves. I cannot give him the world yet but atleast a burial would be a bit comforting for me as a mother and for him. It was difficult to bury him, I was looking for the caretaker to find for a spot where he can be buried. It was illegal, hell i will do everything just to bury him in a proper place. I was feeling like i was floating that day, i was crying my eyeballs out because it gotten over me. I felt him in me. I wasn’t happy with what happened to be honest. Because there could have been an easier solution with what happened and if i was just able to acquire the pills early it would’ve hurt this too much. Until now, I am grieving. I will carry it forever in me. The guilt of what i did will be with me. I still cry everyday, when i close my eyes its him i see. I loved the baby but i dont have any other choice but to do it since the side effects of the pills i took will have harmful outcome to him.

But i still thank Sir John and Sir Alex for everything. For opening their doors again for me. For helping me once again after 5 years. And i hope this would be my last. I hope this would serve as a lesson to everyone to be safe always. Think about yourself, your body and your health. This experience will forever haunt me and will always be stuck in my life.