2025 Plot twist
24 years old and this is my decision.
My partner and I, naa nami sa saktong age. We both have work na and earning money na pud but we have goals pa gihapon individually and also, as partners.
December 2025, holiday season na. I was excited kay hapit na Christmas and New Year and for sure naay celebrations. Naay part of me na naguol slight kay delayed na akong period. My partner and I decided na mag PT paras peace of mind nako. And then two solid lines appeared sa 3 kabuok na PT nga different brands. Not an error gyud but buntis gyud ko.
Both of us kay happy gyud and my partner even told me before nag test nga among ikeep if ever ma positive ang PT. But sa akong perspective since ako man juy mu carry sa baby and sa tanan burden na atubangonon physically, emotionally and even mentally. and i know, I AM NOT READY.
Both of us have individual goals. Akong partner ready raman siya mahimong papa since mas maguwang man sad siya nako. Sa akong side pud, new pa ko sa akong career and I want to grow more pajud, earn more. Thinking about everything, dili ra kami ang magkalisud, apil pud ang baby if ever gipadayun and I dont want that. I know nga dapat accountable mis amo gibuhat and people will judge man jud pero more problems will arise ra jud in the future kay ako mismo di pa ko ready.
I know it’s wrong, I know daghan mu judge but Im glad I reached out to the right people. No judgment but pure concern and guidance ila ihatag. This is my first time and I really dont know what to do. No knowledge about this process but this team educate me and correct all the misconceptions about the procedure. I truly appreciate that their goal is to educate and spread awareness about the correct and safest way. This journey has been a rollercoaster ride but the team has been with me before, during, and after the procedure. Im so grateful because I feel heard and understood.
If you are like me, first time and afraid because you dont know what to do, you are not alone, the right people will help you. I know it’s not easy and will never be easy. But I assure every woman that you’ll get through this painful decision.
After everything, I definitely learned my lesson.