Abortion Pills / Clinic in Bohol
Hard Decision
“Things I never thought would happen” This quote hit me so hard after I did the MA procedure..
It was August 29, 2024 when I took a pregnancy test out of the blue. It was a mix of emotion like I am happy coz Im finally pregnant kasi I really thought I cant get pregnant due to my 3cm myoma and medical condition and at the same time I am sad, afraid due to pinagbabawal na relationship na meron ako. Im already 33 yo and I really want to have a baby. I told my partner about it and he was happy that finally Im pregnant but reality hit both of us that we cant keep the baby due to our situation. My partner dont want me to suffer from persecution from the people around me if I continue the pregnancy .
Search for help: WOW , Safe2Choose or Project486?
So, after thinking it so hard, we both decided to terminate the baby. It was the hardest decision that I have ever made since I am a catholic and I am against abortion. I told myself before na I would not do it if ever mabubuntis ako at dahil sa situation namin ngayon “I did it”. I read in reddit about abortion here in the phils and I read about WoW, Safe2Choose and I emailed them. I got a response from them after a day but when I read that I need to donate $75, I was hesitant if it is legit or not and it would be a hassle since they are from other country.. So, I didnt emailed them again. My partner also told me that he will try to contact someone who will try to get the medicine in Cebu but it would cost us a lot. He also told me that there is an abortion clinic in Cebu but I have to go to Cebu for 3 days and to be admitted there for the procedure and Im not sure if it is legit or not.. As day passed by, it is already August 31, as I was lying on my bed and I was just reading random things on facebook. There was a story that caught my attention so I read it. It was not a story of abortion but project486 was mentioned on that story when the girlfriend caught his boyfriend’s searched history on google about project486.com. So out of curiousity, I searched project486.com and there I read a lot of experiences from their patients.
On Sept 1, I emailed them and I got a reply from Sir Alex and assigned me to a consultant Dr. John. I just read all the things that doc told me and I told my partner about it.
Surprisingly affordable price
Me and my partner were thinking na maybe the medicine and the consultation would cost us 20k (we are both working in medical field thats why ganyan thinking namin about the price and also walang Mifepriston here sa Phil.). I kinda worried kasi I have medical condition but Dr. John reassured me that they already have pts like me. My partner knows the procedure also so he told me that I should trust project486
Quotation on the price of the medicine and discounts were given to us and its not as expensive as what we were thinking. I made a payment on Sept 4 and while I was waiting for my parcel to arrive I keep reading the stories and experiences of the pts on project486. On Sept 7, the medicine arrived. I picked up the parcel on Sept 9. The package was so discreet. When I opened the package I really thought I was scammed (Sorry doc hehe) because it was put on a new and sealed medicine bottle. When I opened it, shit bakit ganito yung laman. I called my boyfriend and told him I was scammed and when I tried to pour all the contents of the medicine bottle, there i saw the medicines. I laughed so hard that time. Then, I told Dr John that I already received the meds and took a picture of it. I told him that I would do the procedure on my day offs.
Day 1 & 2: Nausea & Vomiting
On Sept 12, I started the procedure. Im used to fasting so it was not that hard. I just had light meals..Day 1 and 2 is just a normal day. No symptoms at all. I just had nausea and vomiting due to my pregnancy symptoms.
Day 3: Early Bleeding
On Day 3, at 6am, I had bleeding. I got really scared this time because nasa bahay pa lang ako and we were planning to do the procedure at a hotel and Im still waiting for my partner. By 2:30pm pumunta ako nang hotel at nag check in. I can still drive a motorcycle since the only symptoms I had was spotting..At 3:30pm, I arrive at the hotel and I defecated and there was a small blood clot that came out.
By 4pm, the procedure was modified. I didnt do the vaginal insertion instead I did the combination of 2 buccal and 2 sublingual miso..
I was just lying on bed watching movies. I just felt on and off minimal pain but I had fever and chills but it was bearable. At 7pm, I swallowed the remnants of miso and at 7.30 I was able to drink a cup of water. At 8pm, I did again the buccal and sublingual intake of Miso. Fever was still there and I didnt feel any pain this time. I can feel the blood is dripping from my vagina while doing the entire procedure. At 11pm, I swallowed the remainig meds..When my partner checked the diaper, it was still blood. I waited until 12am. I went to the comfort room and when I peed on the floor, there was a sudden gush of blood and blood clots and there I saw the POC. There was the placenta and the embryo.. I didnt feel any pain when it came out.
Guilty, angry and sad
Suddenly, I feel guilty, angry and sad at the same time. My knees became week when I saw it and I felt I was about to faint. There was my baby, lifeless..
I documented everything and I was declared by doc “i am not officially pregnant”.
All my pregnancy symptoms was gone in an instant after the procedure. I wad able to drive and went home and it feels like nothing happened. Me and my partner bury our baby and i felt sorry to him/her. I was able to go back to work the next day and from time to time I still feel guilty of what I did..
Its been a week since the procedure and Im physicaly ok now but I am still not mentaly ok pa.
I just want to thank project486 to sir Alex and Sir John for guiding me through out the procedure.
Q, 33 , Bohol