Hi, decided to end mine because I’m not ready pa jud to be a mother. Grabe akoang ka shock and didto pud na explain Hi, decided to end mine because I’m not ready pa jud to be a mother. Grabe akoang ka shock and didto pud na explain why I had painful contractions without blood, plus the grabe na mood swings.

 

Although my partner wanted to keep it, he eventually agreed that we should not keep it kasi life is tough rn. Especially na we’re young pa. Nakailang mental breakdowns cause I didn’t know what to do. I searched in the blueapp, ig, and clockapp(tiktok), about abortion pills. Thank goodness jud nga I found someone who has done it already sa clockapp. I’ll just call her “Ate U”. Ate U recommended this website to me. May pag aalinlangan ako at first (ofc, hindi naman maiiwasan to eh) pero I was like, “much better na ni kaysa aning mga online sellers sa fb nga AI ang pfp, basun ma scam pa nya ko ani nila”.

 

I followed what she’s told me, then fast forward— my assigned consultant, [Doc John/JJ], gave me very informative infos and I’m sooo soo so grateful. Grateful for the advice, guidance, and knowledge esp yung about sa no to pills that are sold in plastic or zip wraps kasi they could be fake or expired. Hapit ko maka buy ug meds like those sa usa ka seller in the clockapp. I’m glad hindi ako nagpadalos-dalos non.

 

Yung sa first mife ko, di ko inexpect na in less than a minute, my body would force it out. Nag take naman ako ng bonamine, I wasn’t nauseated, but masakit ulo ko due to other stuff. Pero grabe, in less than a minute nag suka ako ng nag suka di ko mapigilan. I saw the mife float above my suka, di pa sya durog so kinuha ko and ininom ko kaagad again. I know this is so gross pakinggan, but it’s better than failing the first step of the procedure.

 

During the last procedure (Day 3), normal cramps lang ang akong na feel, but after an hour didto na nag start ug sobra kasakit. I was shivering (it was cold at first), then tumaas yung temperature ko 37-38°c. I wanted to cry jud pero di lumalabas yung luha ko, sobrang naghihingalo na ako and I felt like I was about to pass out 4 time. That was the most painful cramp I’ve had. Please don’t be discouraged from this statement though, kasi It’s a different experience for everyone. Yung nakausap ko parang normal cramps lang daw yung sakanya di naman daw gaanong masakit. We just have to get through that part and when the pain subsides, it’s all worth it.

 

There are moments during my pregnancy that I get so frustrated with the fact that our choices are so limited in this country. I honestly hate it so much. (well.. not just during my pregnancy because I’ve always been an advocate for women’s rights and that abortion is healthcare)

 

I seriously don’t wanna be a mother (this will probably change in the future, but who knows). I know that I’m still young and I want to do lots of different stuff pa. But, even if I’m not young anymore I still want to decide whether I want to keep a baby or not. We get to decide dapat for our body.

 

Motherhood shouldn’t be forced, for the sake of both the mother and the child’s health and FUTURE.

I’m beyond grateful to this page and to woman who recommended it. Thank you so much, PROJECT 486.