My Story

First of all, I’m a mom. I have 2 children.
I never planned to have another baby because we are not financially stable. Life is really hard for us already, and with two kids, it’s a struggle every day.

As a mom, I didn’t want to give birth again because the times are so difficult.
Then one day, my period was 2 days late. I got scared, so I took a pregnancy test. Two lines came out. I tried 3 times, and it was still two lines.

That’s when the thought of abortion entered my mind.
I searched on social media about it. And I found out that abortion is illegal here in the Philippines.
I tried looking for help online. I even chatted with someone on a blue app, but I wasn’t sure if it was legit because the medicine was too cheap.

I told my close friend about my problem. I told her I wanted to abort but I couldn’t find any legit platform that would help.
Then she told me about Project486.
When I heard it, I searched it right away. I saw a lot of good reviews. That’s when I said to myself, “Maybe this is where I can trust. Maybe they can really help me.”

Thank God I wasn’t wrong.
Doc JJ helped me. He explained everything to me — what the process was like, what kind of medicine it was, and how to use it properly. He made sure I knew what the original medicine looked like.
My heart felt at peace because I felt like I went to the right person.

The day came when the medicine arrived.
Even though I was scared to take it, and even though I was already vomiting and weak because of pregnancy symptoms, he still guided me.
For me, taking the medicine wasn’t hard. I didn’t feel much pain either. The process was quick.
And Doc JJ never left me. He replied to my questions on time and reminded me when to take the medicine.

I know in my heart that what I did was wrong.
But I still did it for my 2 children. I didn’t want them to suffer more.
I also felt pity for the baby that was coming — because if I didn’t abort, that child would also go through the same hardship.
I did it for the good of our family. Because I’m not ready to add another child yet.

I am so thankful to Project486 and to Doc JJ for helping me through this journey.
You helped me a lot.

Because of you, I didn’t feel alone. Even though I was scared and confused, you guided me step by step. You answered all my questions, you reminded me, and you made sure I was okay.

I know my decision was heavy. I know it wasn’t easy.
But because of your support, I was able to go through it without feeling abandoned.
You gave me information, you gave me care, and you gave me peace of mind during the hardest days of my life.

Thank you so much.
I may not say it enough, but your help really made a big difference for me and for my family.