Hello Everyone! I just want to share my story. It is my second time being pregnant and doing the procedure with Project486. I think some of you would question why I decided to do it for the second time but all I can say to you is that pregnancy is not for everyone. Honestly, this may sound contradicting but It is my dream to be mother. It is my dream to be a mother, but not yet during this time.
For me, being a good mother would be possible if you would have a child when you are mentally, physically, emotionally and financially ready. Right now, I can say that I am not in the position to bear a child yet because I know to myself that I cannot give a good life to a child for the reason that I am not yet ready yet in all aspects. I am just starting my life, and there is so much more i need to achieve, there is so much more i need to do as a bread winner of my family.
To the women out there, this is all i can say about abortion. For me, i believe that us women, have the right to decide and choose what’s best for us. Doing an abortion doesn’t mean that you are bad, that you are soulless, it doesn’t mean that you don’t deserve to be a mom when you are ready. For me, abortion is better than giving birth to a child who you know will only suffer. Sometimes, loving your child means letting them go as ealiest as you can, as earliest as they don’t feel pain yet.
To my babies, I know you’ll understad this. Choosing to let you go doesn’t mean that I don’t want you. I am just being wise, giving you the chance to escape a life that i know you won’t like to have. I hope that we’ll see each other, when the time is right.
Undergoing the procedure, it is important that you have the enough support. I can say that I was and will be able to endure everything about this procedure because I have a partner who respect my decision, and is giving me enough support that I need. Project486 helped me a lot, and I am so grateful that i was able to discover them. They are the only strangers that i have trusted my life with. To those with doubts, Project486 saved not only me, but a lots of women.
— Cx