I don’t even know how to start my story. But here goes nothing. I am not ready for this the 2nd time around. Yes, this is my 2nd time. It was only 1 year plus ago since the last one. But need man jud ni nako buhaton. Immediately, after nako na missed akong period for the whole month nag PT dayun ko kay in case preggy I can decide sooner. However, tight jud among budget and nag wait pag another week to avail the package. I’m so thankful to the team because they still offered me the discounts, thank you so much! I was really scared now kay kabalo ko the POC will look formed already kay it was around this period pud last time. I have already prepared my mind sa kung unsay akong makita, but when I’m done my heart sank. They’re twins! I really needed time to comprehend everything. Immediately thought of myself na I’m such a bad person. The emotions are pouring in uncontrollably. Pero I need to keep composed kay I don’t want to wake everyone up. You know what’s funny? My partner didn’t even bat me an eye when I entered our room. Ga dota! I just felt more devastated and didn’t even know if mo hilak bako to grieve or mo hilak because I have a partner like this. Klaro na siguro why nako nabuhat ang procedure no? Girlies out there, choose your partner wisely gyud and if you’re having second thoughts right now ani na procedure you better decide na because the longer you delay the harder it is to process everything. I’m so glad Dr. JJ did not judge me or anything and talk me out of it. A never ending thank you to everyone behind this. I’m also glad nag operate pa mo. Nalimot na baya unta kos name ani nga site kay I’m not planning on doing it again. This is my last entry and I’ll consider this a lesson learned na gyud. Padayon lang gyud ta and laban sa life mga strangers. More power to the team and this site. Thank you!