“Doing what was wrong but feel so right”, yes its morally wrong to abort a child but i have to do it kasi bawal pa talaga, di pa kami ready financially, emotionally, and physically. So here’s my story entry…

I’m 24, still studying, and from Surigao. My boyfriend is 25—graduate na siya pero wala pang trabaho. Three years na kami, and for most of that time we played it safe. But recently, curiosity got the best of us. We tried something new, and when nothing happened the first time—dumating naman period ko—I felt relieved. Akala ko okay lang.

Then February came… and my period didn’t.

At first, I tried to stay calm. I kept telling myself normal lang ‘to, baka delayed lang, like what I see on TikTok. I even tried herbal remedies, hoping my period would come. Pero wala. After two weeks of delay, we decided to take a pregnancy test together.

Positive.

Parang gumuho yung mundo ko.

My boyfriend tried to comfort me. He said paninindigan niya ako, that he’d take responsibility. But I couldn’t feel the same happiness. All I could think about was how unprepared we were—no money, no stability. I wasn’t ready.

Even if he disagreed, I started looking for a way out. I searched online, scrolling endlessly until I found people offering solutions. Some seemed suspicious, others more convincing. I was scared, confused, but desperate.

Eventually, I found something that felt more legit. I reached out, asked questions, and slowly understood what I was about to do. Kahit takot ako, I decided to go through with it.

I borrowed money just to afford it.

When everything arrived, I prepared myself—physically and emotionally. I waited for the right time, making sure my parents wouldn’t find out. On the third day, I went to my boyfriend’s place. He promised to stay with me.

The process wasn’t easy.

Day 1, I felt sick. Day 2, numb. By Day 3, the pain started—slow at first, then unbearable. I kept telling myself to endure it. By evening, the pain intensified, and I started bleeding. Akala ko tapos na, but it wasn’t.

Time felt so slow. I couldn’t sleep. I was in pain, thirsty, scared… praying for it to be over.

Around 1 AM, it finally happened.

I went to the bathroom, and there it was—the moment I had been waiting for and dreading at the same time. I cried as I faced it alone. My boyfriend couldn’t bear to look, but he stayed close, helping me after.

We lay back down, exhausted.

Through everything, I was still grateful he didn’t leave me. He comforted me, stayed with me, and didn’t let me go through it completely alone.

But deep inside, I knew—this was a lesson I would never forget.

Hindi na mauulit.

Kudos to project486 kay Doc and other Staff for guiding and helping those women who face difficulty in their situation.