Abortion Pills in Rizal: I’m afraid of my child having the life I had (entry # 293)

Abortion Pills in Rizal

 

I’m afraid having a child because what if I become the same parent that I resent so much?

I’m J, 23 years old. I’ve known about this website for a long time, since 2022, but I forgot about it and luckily managed to find it again. My boyfriend and I didn’t expect that I would get pregnant. We discussed what we should do. He wanted to keep the pregnancy, but I didn’t. The only reasons I gave him for not wanting to keep it were that I wasn’t ready yet and that my family would get angry, but the truth is I really don’t want to have a child because I’m afraid of becoming like my mother, who never had time for her own child. I’m afraid of my child having the life I had.

He eventually agreed because he respects my decision. I’m grateful because my boyfriend supported and helped me from the very start, from finding this website all the way until the procedure was finished.

Project486 and their team were very accommodating and helpful, their instructions were clear. They answered our questions thoroughly and guided my boyfriend and me from Day 1 to Day 3.

As for the procedure, Day 3 was the worst because it was the most painful and took the longest. My lower abdomen hurt immensely, though the pain came in waves rather than continuously. I cried from the pain, and my boyfriend even prayed because I was struggling so much. By midnight, the procedure was successfully completed. Thank you, Doc J and Team, for your never-ending guidance especially for Doc J’s message saying, “Pls endure. This shall pass, konting tiis nalang.” That made me stronger, Doc! I can say that we were in good hands.

You have my trust, Doc J and everyone at Project486. Our pain and sacrifices were worth it.

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